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incite — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 18:56:36 +0000

yeah maybe that is what it is, some kinda sub concious thing. oh well thats good then, cause that means it won't last. but who knows.

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Katz — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 18:37:33 +0000

Incite you're bummed out cause your carefree days are coming to an end. We all got that way. It's easier just going to school and having someone else provide the food and shelter. As for what other people think..you can't control what they think. You can control how you socialize ..relate to other people. Look in the mirror. Who do you want to be? Ok you don't want to be like the materialistic a-holes. So don't be. Be the person you wish other people were. Only when you find that happy medium of what you expect from yourself and what you think society expects from you will you be happy. I personally treat everybody like I want to be treated unless they start off as an asshole. I they don't like me..I don't care. If you can't laugh you might as well be dead. I'm always laughing!

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incite — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 18:20:40 +0000

well... see there are people out there who have no care at all for anything materialistic.. like, they could live homeless and still be happy, it wouldn't phase them at all. the type that really sees a person for who they really are instead of judging by their physicality... if they met a person who was 500 lbs, but was a really great person they'd love them, marry them, wouldn't matter at all. thats how i'd like to be n' not worry or care about that stuff :\

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hardbodybabe — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 17:56:16 +0000

We judge ourselves the way others do, whether it's physical or other...when I am not working out and looking good, I am not feeling good either...I begin to dislike myself......I want to look good until I am old and gray...we all know that working out will allow you to pretty much keep a very nice body through old age, although your face does age....you can still have a hot body, however shallow that is...and I hate to be objectified personally, but I can't change the world, it is what it is....and it is kind of sad

I guess that's why I want to get a new face, I will probably be getting face lifts every 10 years, who knows...maybe by then I will really love myself and accept aging gracefully....I will keep my fingers crossed....

If you are feeling down, then go get a bottle of St. John's wort and take 2 twice a day....for real

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T-Bar — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 17:32:27 +0000

personally , i'm thinking that isn't your problem.

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incite — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 17:06:46 +0000

dirk: thnx, perhaps i'll take a look into it. :P

LOL TS: "something else going on" AKA something is jacked up. well... sometimes i jus like to think of it as maybe i'm just depressed and so messed up because i'm a genius, maybe i'll go cut off my ear like Van Gogh did and become famous. :\ yes yes, i know, wishful thinking. oh well, the world is what you make of it right? damn, if only i could look at life that way. okay thats enough, cya.

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Dirk — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 16:44:54 +0000

if your depressed every day, chances are that you have seratonin inbalance in your brain that leads to depression. this does not necessarily qualify you as a "manic depressant" but it does let you know that certain drugs will level you out.

i've been taking Zoloft for about 4 months for depression and i'm so glad i did. i started off taking Paxil and it was making me too tired so my doctor gave me Zoloft.

anti-depressants are more than just a temporary fix for your problems. it's a remedy to get your life back on track and in order.

go see your family practician and tell him all of your thoughts and see what he says. if he feels that your deep into depression he'll refer you to a specialist but chances are that he'll give you some free sample packs of some form of ant-depressant to see how well you react to it.

good luck and keep your head up!

dirk

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Titaniumspine — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 16:15:29 +0000

Incite, I'm not the biggest fan of meds. However, think of this.... If your depression is the result of a CHEMICAL IMBALANCE, then you know what the problem is. Now, if that is found to be the case, they likely cannot correct the sole cause of the imbalance, but they can use meds to re-balance you and then you can be happy...... Or you can continue on, depressed..... If you were just short term bummed, cuz a relationshDragon Pharma ended or something, then yes, meds are not the best choice, time is..... but in your situation, sounds like you may have something else going on......

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Doug_N — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 15:54:58 +0000

Good luck, But Iknow that when I was in school I had a great time. Smoking pot getting ass. But we all deal with things differently.

Good Luck

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incite — Sat, 11 Jun 2022 15:28:00 +0000

nah man.. as you said, it doesn't solve the problem....in my eyes its kinda hiding from the problem when you use that stuff. i believe there is a solution, an answer to this unhappieness. i think i know what it is. i think its SCHOOL. i tell you, public schooling is filled with so much shit it disgusts me. it contaminates a lot of people. its natural usually to become your enviroment. and in high school, kids are so obsessed with physicality and "getting ass" it jus makes me sick. people are so shallow. i have 78 days of school left till i'm out and hopefully once i have my career moving (not goin to college, and yes if you were me u wouldn't have to go either so DONT ARGUE :) maybe i'll be happier. but oh well. all i can do is.... wait.